this blog has been started by ian to function as an intimacy devalue-er.
intimacy holds great depths of meaning to me
i hold myself to myself so as to retain the appropriate respect that i in and of myself hold
i bind this intimacy down with tethers and veils so as to keep the masses free of my repulsive nature and heaviness
I hold this dear to me because it is valuable
the more ears that hear it and eyes that see it
the more tainted it becomes
loosing value
loosing meaning
loosing beauty
lately; i have found more value in the process than ever before
let my idiosyncrasies be flaunted to the masses
let my journey be known
for if it is never known by any other than myself
than it will be as if it never happened
that the true beauty of every idiosyncrasy
is stripped of ever even being
and. . . .
let us (or, at least myself) be honest
the process of decay, destruction, reformation,
residue, development, the journey
is beautiful in and of itself
and deserves to have existed
whether I exist any longer
or not
May this release of intimacy give respect for the process
this blog has been started by ian to function as an intimacy value-er